Drowning in Color

Am I laughing  Do I look amused You keep screaming But you refuse to see What you're doing to me So go ahead and put me out of my miser I can't pretend that everything Is ok it's not alright  I'm one step closer to losing my mind I can't believe anything You say I know it's all a lie  It's only just a matter of time Before I break down I can't keep giving in To all your demons That suffocate in your skin I'll let you drag me to hell I'm terrified of the heights We never could've saved our selves From this lonely life