LOST

I'm in desperate need of cuddles Blind in a pitch black tunnel My vision blurry like I sipped that bottle Somebody stitched cracked goggles on my face That I can not take away anymore And I do not have the keys to open up the door That holds me hostage in this prison of insanity How can it be that I can not be free anymore I'm harvesting the rotten fruit I asked for Feeling lower than the bugs eating food on the floor And it seems like the rain won't stop to pour The drops fall so heavy that they cut my skin It is the payday coming that I got from sin I'm feeling paper thin and something Is sucking up my life energy Instinctively I knew the only way to be free Is to pray to the Lord! I know I don't deserve to be saved I'm living having one foot in the grave But by your grace Holy Father in the sky Please save me from the devil in these eyes! I am lost I am gone I am barely hanging on To feel alive again is what I long for I feel cold to my bones Daggers piercing through my soul Crying out for Jesus can you help me? I am lost! I was lost there ain't no other way to phrase it Though lost looking back is an understatement I hate to face it my sun was tainted Patiently waiting in this pitch black paint Prayed for the saints to save me Lately everything is looking grey and grainy But the pain then made me think a ton It is the payment for the things I've done Listen I've asked for the devil to help me Gain the strength of a thousand men And if I stayed stuck caught in his death trap I would have suffered thousand times ten And even though I strayed so far away From the path God meant for me After six full months being cold to my bones His angels came to save me I was trying to sleep but saw flaming sweeps Of light when I closed my eyes And I knew this night my angel fights And the demons will be gone by the sunrise! Drench them in hellfire! Slay them! Drench them in Holy Wrath! I was lost I was gone I was barely hanging on To feel alive again is what I longed for I felt cold to my bones Daggers piercing through my soul Crying out for Jesus and he heard me! I was lost!