Forgotten

Self evaluation is pure futility Who the hell am I to tell me who I need to be? I still dwell in a prison of my own design Bars within my mind, no concept of time If I had the nerve, I'd go and ask my Mother But I know that she'd only send me to my brother I need a reason please Tell me why should I deal With this full time life that feels part time real? I'll drown in my own air because I forgot how to breathe The mirror holds a messiah I forgot to believe I'd fall off a ladder that led me to the stars Just to make sure that everyone got a good look at my scars I'll listen to the music, just because the player's dead Living out the story-line you've contrived within you head If I had the nerve, I'd go and ask my Father But the look in his eyes would make me wonder why I bothered I need a reason please Tell me why should I deal With this full time life that feels part time real? I'll drown in my own air because I forgot how to breathe The mirror holds a messiah I forgot to believe If I had the nerve, I'd go and ask my sister But I'd stand and watch as all those bitches kissed her I need a reason please Tell me why should I deal With this full time life that feels part time real? I'll drown in my own air because I forgot how to breathe The mirror holds a messiah I forgot to believe