Area of Refuge

Running out of meds to try I lie awake here in the dark Think i'm looking for your light But there's no end after you start Your hands are sweaty And my mouth is dry I hope I find Area of refuge My area of refuge I'm holding on to my last breath Crossing your own bridge My vision switches between your eyes and lips I can't take your hints You think of college, but i'm worried 'bout death Isn't that sad I wish you the best Area of refuge please My area of refuge