Superficial

What am I doing Why is it that my mind is spinning? I have no clue and I feel like a new time's beginning I am pursuing To get out of this crime and sinning And it is brewing in my chest I see it slimy grinning My insecurities are feeding voices in my head I'm lying wide awake rethinking choices in my bed I'm crying as I take way more doses that I said I'm dying due to the underlying poison you have spread I am not like what you would expect Except the rain of bullets that I had to deflect You reflect what I am but don't accept And you neglect that I'm different without showing me respect so You don't even take time to set Approach with an upset mindset regret And say the worse combinations in the alphabet And forget that I'm not an empty silhouette These words cut deep but I am the road block It hurts you keep me caught in a dead lock search and seek it is making my head drop You try to convert me to your beliefs wake up! Why are you so superficial with what you wish for? You treat my appearance prejudicial artificial I bleed just to be who ever I wanna be It feels as if I don't bow that you don't wanna see me again I know I got my thoughts on the iron again I go to block all out of my mind again I flow I don't drop when I'm diving in I show and don't stop till the pain sets in I'm in a deep tunnel and I feel it building up I gotta rebuttal and I gotta shield shit up I'm in a reap bubble feeling like a million bucks Got a couple reps left you are bidding to stop Your grid locked opinion is motionless Your nonstop dominion is dispossessed Assess how I express with no left noblesse It is pretty obvious you do not like how I dress Prejudice I don't know any vulnerability Obsessed not a step towards agreeability Nonetheless I accept you don't agree with me But please treat me with respect like a human being I am never gonna quit when I grip the weight I am sick but I love it and you won't dictate What I do and create it is my fate checkmate You think I'm a misfit but I'm going my way everyday ay! Why are you so superficial with what you wish for? You treat my appearance prejudicial artificial I bleed just to be who ever I wanna be It feels as if I don't bow that you don't wanna see me Why are you so superficial with what you wish for? You treat my appearance prejudicial artificial I bleed just to be who ever I wanna be It feels as if I don't bow that you don't wanna see me again