Sick, Unequipped, Dysphoric.

Someone rip off my skin, let me start all over again Put your fingers down my throat, make me starve make me choke Someone come break my bones, let me heal all alone Someone rip out my heart, take me back to the start Everyone's always staring, so about time I gave a show Come watch me ache, breakdown and decompose And when they're gone, well we're done, we are through I'm doing this for me, I'm not doing this for you As my skin turns to ash, and my lungs turn to black My blood begins to boil, and my hair all falls out My heart slows right down, and my bones break into two As my brains shutting down, my last thoughts of you Everyone's always staring, so about time I gave a show Come watch me ache, breakdown and decompose And when they're gone, well we're done, we are through I'm doing this for me, I'm not doing this for you I feel their eyes lock on to me I feel my chest collapse when I breathe I feel their eyes lock onto me I wish they could see what I see Everyone's always staring, so about time I gave a show Come watch me ache, breakdown and decompose And when they're gone, well we're done, we are through I'm doing this for me, I'm not doing this for you Everyone's always staring, so about time I gave a show Come watch me ache, breakdown and decompose And when they're gone, well we're done, we are through I'm doing this for me, I'm not doing this for you