The Other Shoe (God Damn it)

God damn it I'm drunk again It hasn't been very long since the last time Need better resolve or an alibi I checked your location again Self esteem at an all time low I wonder if you'd still love me If you saw me like this And all your photographs Why I'm in them You had a heart so big And you let me in God damn it God damn it God damn it God damn it I've done it again It hasn't been very long since the last time Search inside myself but can't reason why I broke your composure again Veneer is split so I let it all out I rehearse the moment I will let you down Forced to replay the steps of our fathers And break the hearts of our mothers There must be someone to blame For all of my many many mistakes Why was I made this way (Why was I made this way) For the first time I'm truly in love My heart tells me this is enough My brain tells me "Buckle up, you'll find a way to f*ck this up" God damn it God damn it God damn it God damn it