Unable to Cope

Why am I still awake? I've spent all day making mistakes If this is what life is like Then I'm about ready to die Why are all words that hurt the most The ones that live in my head Intrusive thoughts, my brain rots I think I'm wasting away Wasting every single day, feeling nothing but my hate Beat the wall against my brain, nothing but a basket case Listening to closest case, wishing I could kill the pain I think I'm losing touch