Never Ending Fiction

Dark and vile, grows deep inside The monster I thought had died Makes me question my sanity In this lasting fantasy Once I would defend The way I was in the end But now I understand The need to be in command The need to be in command The need to be in command Flashes of the past show me All the greatest memories Things that make me disbelieve The truth behind all the debris Killing all the faith in me Thinking that it set me free How am I to cope With the things I never could have seen? Feeding into my addiction Even though I shouldn't listen The compulsory conviction Compromised my jurisdiction Dwell on lack of valediction Live your own absurd restriction Go on with the lie of The never ending fiction I don't claim to be perfection That was just the ideal projection And by the same perception I'm like Narcissus with no reflection I'm like Narcissus with no reflection I'm like Narcissus with no reflection Flashes of the past show me All the greatest memories Things that make me disbelieve The truth behind all the debris Killing all the faith in me Thinking that it set me free How am I to cope With the things I never could have seen? Feeding into my addiction Even though I shouldn't listen The compulsory conviction Compromised my jurisdiction Dwell on lack of valediction Live your own absurd restriction Go on with the lie of The never ending fiction Can't find my way through this hopeless illusion Can't find my way through this hopeless illusion Can't find my way through this hopeless illusion Can't find my way through this hopeless illusion Can't find my way through this hopeless illusion Can't find my way through this hopeless illusion