Unkillable Desire

I have this urge to Tell you all the Things that I've learned Since our divergence I have this urge to Break the deal that I made so as Not to feel the Unkillable desire Unkillable desire Unkillable desire Unkillable desire Pounding In my head Killing More than dead Echos Through which I dredge Pushing Me off the edge Never Ending drum I don't Know where it comes from I don't Know what it wants from The thing That I left be Hind all the veils That I put up to Hide all the things That I have failed I wish that I Could take them back But I can't even Move on past the Unkillable desire Unkillable desire Unkillable desire Unkillable desire Go on Justify the Reasons Even with your Demons Not enough is Broken Beyond repair For you To be here For you To be near With what You have gone through You aren't Who you thought to be Somehow You have to make do With the Hand that they dealt you Somehow They expect you To find Your own way through I am Something new Ready For my debut But I Don't know how to Make the Feelings subdue I have an unkillable need It grows inside of me I have a lingering desire You have the thing that it requires