Am I Real?

I don't feel Like I've been being myself For you lately Am I real Or have I been putting a mask On for you baby I don't feel Like I've been being myself For you lately Am I real Or have I been putting a mask On for you baby I'm getting pretty good at Painting this smile on my face Can't believe how much Shit in this life I can take When you ask how I am I'll say that I'm fine Don't want to burden you With these feelings of mine (Nobody knows) (Nobody knows) Its like I'm stuck in a costume I locked myself in Yeah you see what you want My mask is wearing thin I'm ripping at the seems I'm trying to hold it in I see your smiles through my tears So I guess that's a win (Nobody knows) (Nobody knows) I don't feel Like I've been being myself For you lately Am I real Or have I been putting a mask On for you baby I don't feel Like I've been being myself For you lately Am I real Or have I been putting a mask On for you baby I can see your mask is starting to Fall off your face I can see you reliving All of your mistakes When I ask how you are You say that you're fine You don't know you're not alone With this pain in your mind (Nobody knows) (Nobody knows) I don't feel Like I've been being myself For you lately Am I real Or have I been putting a mask On for you baby I don't feel Like I've been being myself For you lately Am I real Or have I been putting a mask On for you baby Am I real Am I real