Endlessly

I feel a storm brewing like a hurricane Mixture of the money liquor drugs and pain I've been searching for myself like everyday Every single hour cause I stay awake Running from the feeling think I need a hideaway Run from every lover just when they decide to stay And she gon call me later see if I'm okay Babygirl I promise you that you are not to blame I look at her and I can't help but wanna stay She'll piss me off until those feelings fade away But they'll be coming back soon as I see her face Partly why I feel I think I need to leave PA Partly why that deep inside I start to go insane It's partly why I want to cry when I think bout the day That you and I just never the strength to beat our pain So tell me why the f*ck I try to love you endlessly babe I'm comfortable at 2 am when all I do is sing And I don't have to worry bout a single fucking thing Like people judging who I am and what I've come to be I try so hard to tell myself don't let it get to me I don't really think that it's appropriate for me Expecting you to see something in me that I don't see Sometimes lI think about myself I'll doubt myself Like f*ck the album F*ck my body F*ck the money Beat myself up till I'm bloody But that's not me It couldn't be I believe in myself more than anything I will Love you endlessly I'll take you places you ain't been yeah baby you can bet on me I will Love you endlessly