Make Sense

If I have to fix myself again Then that's what I gotta do I might as well be fucking dead To sit here and think of you Although I do wish you the best And want nothing less for you If you're not here with me in my bed I still got a job to do Even though it hurts It hurts to heal Its gotta feel like a nightmare before it feels real And I know that one day, I know it'll all make, sense to me Sense to me Even though it hurts It hurts to heal (it's gotta) Its gotta feel like a nightmare before it feels real I had my heart be torn apart But this ain't the first time The difference from then and where we are I don't feel confused to why You have to go and find yourself And I have to carry on At least that you know I did my best And I'll leave the tv on Cause even when it's dark There's some sort of light That maybe we can come together When the time feels right And then I'll know that one day, I know it'll all make, sense to me Sense to me I won't be sitting here looking to the stars Not gonna drink until I pass out in my car Not gonna dream about the things we used to do Right now the only feeling that I have is gratitude If I learned one thing that makes me feel better Only that's certain here is never say never Yeah baby that's the one thing I can hang my hat on Cause if you come back this is something we'll look back on Cause even though it hurt It hurt to heal We had to go through the nightmare to get back here I knew that one day, one day I knew that it would all make, all make Said I knew that one day, one day I knew it that would all make, all make Sense to me