Until Next Year

Every year is just another year Of planning up next year To be a better year Never in the moment So caught up in fear Of feeling less than what My heart wants to feel Am I good enough To get just what I want Or should I wait it out Until next year But it’s so fucked up To sit and bottle up I think I’m way too young To feel stuck here Every year is just another year Of planning up next year To be a better year Never in the moment So caught up in fear Of feeling less than what My heart wants to feel Am I good enough To get just what I want Or should I wait it out Until next year But it’s so fucked up To sit and bottle up I think I’m way too young To feel stuck here If anything could ease my mind here right now I’d be sipping my whiskey watch you pour yourself some wine right now Tell me bout what’s new up in your life here right now Cause I don’t wanna miss a thing feel like Stephen Tyler Bout to bend that ass over Walk it up and flip it over Yeah right now you know you’re fucking with a rockstar Drinking through the summer Tryna get through to the summit Wouldn’t mind if 2020 Had a full restart Cause f*ck this year I’m bout ta drink a beer And let me make a cheers To the ones we lost I still got days that I wake up in fear Like imma get the call We lost another one I know I got some things That I gotta do different Cause for way too long I would dig the grave deeper Gonna pull myself up Gonna make myself better So by this time next year I’ll be happier than even Easy said than done But time is all I got I fucking swear to god I won’t mess it up If you see me fall Do not sound alarms Yeah you can knock me down Just know that I’ll get up If anything could ease my mind here right now It’d be skipping to the part of life where everything is fine right now But I can’t take for granted this life I live I’ll find my way through it Do it how I wanna do it oh yeah