Nebula

When I first saw her Didnt think nothing of it Because it wasnt something To even consider a crush Over time can't deny Feelings came to the surface Not sure if it was worth to get all hung up I had it bad had it bad And she didn't take notice My attraction wasn't noted Although I was too devoted To the thought of becoming Something that I really wasnt For the sake of her loving But she treated me like a cousin Listen She was a white girl living in her white world And I was a black guy with my head in the sky I never worked up the courage to speak I never worked up thr courage to be More than just friends Stuck playing pretend Had to sit by and play nice with the guys As she dated had to wait and anticipate The break ups A shoulder to cry on Was all I had to give but I took what I could get Knowing she would never be my misses She was a white girl living in her white world And I was a black guy with my head in the sky And now we're friends past tense Stuck wondering what I did But I acted like a jerk And the friendship wouldn't work I heard she found the love of her life Someone I didn't like I couldnt fight the good fight And pretend it was alright As.. conversations got harder Our distance grew farther Why do I even bother When fish could be larger Uh I moved left and she moved right I mean the difference was like I was day and and she was night Slim change that anything Could ever reignite And I'm stuck wondering What could of been If I ever spoke up To change the outcome back then Would we be a family? Have a couple kids? Would we have animosity? Always at ends? It is what it is And I cannot remit Can only reminisce When I think bout this I said It is what it is And I cannot remit Can only reminisce When I think bout this