Drowning

Hungover Feels like I'm lost in the silence Every night there's a crisis That I've been trying to get through Pull over I knew that pain was the culprit That love itself isn't perfect But it hurt with you I've been staring at the bottom of a cup Wondering yet if I've had enough If I could turn back time I'd stop myself before I became empty Back when I could have used help Trying to hide what's forgotten But the memory remains I didn't know then I'd be drowning myself for this I finally get it All those cliché mistakes people make every day But people never change I've been down that road before Always aiming for more But you end up in the same place I've been staring at the bottom of a cup Wondering yet if I've had enough If I could turn back time I'd stop myself before I became empty Back when I could have used help Trying to hide what's forgotten But the memory remains I didn't know then I'd be drowning myself for this With my feet on the ground I'm finally prepared To put myself together And fight for what's fair I guess I forgot What it meant to me That I could breathe on my own If I just believed If I could turn back time I'd change the way it went I'd tell you right from the start that I'm Hell-bent That I couldn't be myself That I needed something else If I knew then what I know now If I could turn back time I'd stop myself before I became empty Back when I could have used help (Oh) Trying to hide what's forgotten But the memory remains (Oh) I didn't know then I'd be drowning myself (Oh) for this Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh