Nightmares

Every day there's always something tormenting me If all this conflict's not my fault then why do I feel guilty Every time I close my eyes Lay down for bed each night I pray that they don't follow me to sleep But nightmares keep me up And make going to sleep impossible without knowing there's Something wrong but it's not real It doesn't change this fear I feel The shadows on the wall are looking bigger than before It's no wonder I can't sleep in peace anymore The nightmare's just in my head But it was there before I went to bed I pray that they don't follow me to sleep Every day there's always something that goes wrong I just get so numb I just stare at the wall There's a bitter voice in the back of my mind, says "Trying to feel better's a waste of your time" I just want to close my eyes And surgically remove my mind I pray that it won't follow me to sleep But nightmares keep me up And make going to sleep impossible without knowing there's Something wrong but it's not real It doesn't change this fear I feel The shadows on the wall are looking bigger than before It's no wonder I can't sleep in peace anymore The nightmare's just in my head But it was there before I went to bed I pray that they don't follow me to sleep The dreams that still haunt me When I'm awake Are actually just echoes of what's Really happening The fear when you can't escape The dread 'cause you won't runaway Frustrated no one's listening It all feels like a memory The nightmare's just in my head But it was there before I went to bed I pray that they don't follow me to sleep