Pessimist

I would say you've made my future look brighter than before But honestly, I didn't think that there'd be one at all All this pain I've suffered I swore I never thought that there could be more I was so sure that this was all there is But you make me feel more than this You've made me question if this is a lesson Then maybe what I need to learn is to be optimistic I'll try but my eyes deceive me I swear I'm, don't you believe me I'm taking steps forward that don't bring me closer to you But tonight, I'm counting the colours in your eyes I'm reaching for you I feel this between us but I can't believe that it's true How could I do that to you? It's not wrong to say that everything has led me to you I didn't know I would be here so soon All my life I thought it just went in circles (circles) But now I'm excited to see where this goes I was so sure that this was all there is, I I thought of myself as a realist But you've made me question if this is a lesson Then maybe what I need to learn is to be optimistic I'll try but my eyes deceive me I swear I'm, don't you believe me I'm taking steps forward that don't bring me closer to you (They don't bring me closer to you) But tonight, I'm counting the colours in your eyes I'm reaching for you I feel this between us and I want to make a move But how could I do that to you? I don't wanna hurt you like I've been hurt before I promise I trust you, it's me I can't be sure of I close my eyes and I picture the last time we kissed I always mess this up 'cause I'm a pessimist I'll try but my eyes deceive me I swear I'm, don't you believe me I'm taking steps forward that don't bring me closer to you But tonight, I'm counting the colours in your eyes Seizing the moment You take a step closer My heart out of nowhere start racing You ask me a question with no right answer and I Don't know what to say to you You figured me out before I could even ask if you knew I don't wanna do this to you