Small Victories

There's so much to think about, I still don't know how to Take a break, feel okay I swear I'm not lying, I'm trying, I'll find some more Things to say, I'll make my own way It's not like it's difficult to lie through your teeth I promise I'm fine, I just need some more time to behave myself But I just keep losing my mind The days pass me slowly like I'm only starting to Pace myself, I'll race you to hell It's not like it's never been worse than this, so it seems I'm here yet again, my old friend, god how long has it been Since I asked for help It's scary sometimes How you rebound I found myself wondering If all these heartaches mean a thing It's not like there's been casualties Maybe love's just small victories And at least I'm okay today