Valentine's Day

I don't feel happy, I dont feel good, I also don't feel pain like I used to Was it worth the sacrifice, leaving you behind? My regrets were drowned in wine Don't I deserve a rest, a pause, a break? Why are you still what I think when it's getting late And all the lights are gone, and the lights and you Neither of us understands this connection, attraction Mutual affection, that can't be repressed Despite how much we want it to I love you, I hate you, I'm a mess inside I want you to leave and I want to spend the rest of my life with you By your side, next to you, have fun finding more synonyms This love is sickening, give me some medicine My heart is aching, give me some adrenaline To wake up the joy, the happiness that has been asleep for so long Dear valentine, how does it feel being in his arms? The arms of a thief, of someone who's taken so much of you from me Dear valentine, how does it feel knowing that you're lost? So far away from home, from the only heart that can truly keep you warm Dear valentine, how does it feel being away on Valentine's Day? I hope you're okay, I know I'll be someday Now there's nothing else to do My heart is gone but my soul is true