7/02

Let me tell you about myself Cause you know this couldn't be helped And know I'm not a talkative guy But let's go take a trip inside my mind Inside my brain So we can figure out why I'm insane Only while I'm making good music I guess I got a good influence "Be a king, junior. Die for your dreams" I'm still quite unsure exactly what that means Does it mean to try to find a significance Or just to go on with life, living it? I'll go on with what I know Mostly based off from me watching T.V. shows As a kid. So what I did Stayed in line, never really did stupid shit Blessed by my parents. I thank them for this flesh-embodied talent I've been given But I'll take some confidence In myself and everything that I do So I can end up in other people's point of view But never at close. Only at a distance That way, my ego never changes. For instance Let this phrase tell you about me for a start I'm an adult by years, but a kid at heart So I'm hoping that I'll never lose my innocence But I think it's been gone since my first sentence I've ever written, so about the age of ten I'm not sure what stopped me before, but it won't happen again Cause, in reality, this is my only outlet But you don't hear me cause my stuff ain't out yet Except for a few who've said, "it's pretty good so when you make it big, please don't forget me, dude" No need to say it. I won't forget those who give a damn Cause everyone I've met is a reason for who I am But that's been with time, so obviously I've change To the same me, but in a totally different way So you can say I've become better overtime Cause now I can say all this shit is mine. But really, who would've thunk That this awkward, shy, mumbling kid had him some funk? Cause at school, I was somewhat of a nerd But like Microsoft, I'm getting money off of my word It's ironic how over-confident I am on the mic Cause I'm a totally different person whenever I am in real life Cause I was taught to be respectful and to mind my manners But I get a radio active, I transform, Bruce Banner So I guess I've always had this beast locked up inside of me Hoping one day to be free and make me better, musically Now it's out it's cage, building up it's rage And telling me creatively crafted mind to fucking engage Come on, Bryant. Keep up your focus So maybe, one day, somebody can say I've made dope shit So I'm gonna keep on going, Manifest Destiny And based on history, you're never gonna get the best of me Except when it comes to this, me making my music Cause whatever I put into it, it's a hundred percent authentic Believe in that. This is real Everything that I've written is truly how I feel And I'm sharing it with you, so that makes it ours That's just one of the perks of being a wallflower Me, being an introvert, occasionally when I write a verse And on having a conversation, I'm probably one of the worst But these words helped me do something I wouldn't have dared "You're not doing anything special if you're not scared" Yeah "You're not doing anything special if you're not scared"