barren bodies

I'm the coldest winter ever in your life without a doubt I'm a faker i don't know it im a clown without the clout I'm a joker mixed with christ i wish for things i can't get Things i'll never have like her heart and other shit I'm a demon I'm an angel It depends on who you ask I'm the sip of whiskey waiting in the bottom of the flask Unsuspecting in appearance Put a check beside the task Breaking hearts is a profession when they're always made of glass About how i cant feel this shit unless im honest Hollow bars searching for christ on holy crosses Hollow hearts searching for love from barren bodies About how i cant love myself ill say im sorry And I, keep holding on to something dead Skeleton's hand reached out and grabbed my neck Threatened to strangle the soul right from my lungs A ladder up to heaven I climbed the golden rungs Mind screamin' cuz you are all that i been fiendin' But know if i commit i'll be weak dreamin of cheatin And shit i never gave you flowers like i said i would I remember how surprised i was when you said i should Take you if i wanted you i want to wait to f*ck Even though im impatient i want to wait to love And now see soul and in pain like it's not for body Can't see soul if it's saved like you naughty naughty I've been a saint And it doesn't make a difference Tried to bare my conscience But everybody listens Barren witness Marked it on a hit list It's a sickness The way I'm steady with this I'm on beast mode The goat Got your girl she deep throat Free throw Freak show They jumpin' out their seats bro Rep my life religiously Scopin' out they're missin' me Worship twice on bended knee Rolled the dice cash in for free So I shed my exoskeleton is off And it takes all my focus it wasn't my fault I go left right left right no we shouldn't talk And I risk my sanity if you don't wanna f*ck And it's sad the way she shatter me this dream is in my mind Talkin hoe not a model and she told me fall in line It's like everytime we go she test me just to get a rise So I go. Only just to start a fight