Crawl Back

D.A.B.D.A The stage that precedes me Constant crushing weight Acceptance, coming too late It all floods back, heart attack, as I backtrack Pulling it back to the better times Throwing me out, pulling me in Still don't need this Do you ever listen? Do these words travel the distance? I find it hard to think you missed this Your silence is resistance Eyes stare ahead Words misrepresent all this time we waste on misery The sadness made that clear to me Eyes stare ahead, The face of discontent staring you down They'd rather watch you fall It's been too long in this trench. Eternity Feels like it's been too long Feels like eternity Planning my escape, carefully It takes strength to carry on When I have you holding on So much resistance It takes strength to carry on Can't take that I was wrong There's no acceptance It takes strength to carry on So much time wasted on misery It takes strength to carry on So much time wasted on certainty I always wanted change, I'll always be the same Choosing to suffer, Remain in the gutter I'll always be the same, I never wanna change Choosing to suffer, I'll never learn to recover Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Despair You won't find acceptance here Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Despair You won't find acceptance here D.A.B.D.A The stage that precedes me With the crushing weight Acceptance, coming too late D.A.B.D.A What's left for me to say There's no acceptance