Not Asleep

What's left of my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises But I'm not asleep Dreaming of these paradises I ain't even sleeping dam Day dreaming on vices man these thoughts are really creeping In not keeping them But tell me what you know about these Thoughts they be creeping in Cause they be scaring me They just playing me against myself Think they scared of me They try messing with my wealth Think they scared to be Everything we ever dreamed of well they better be You're not dreaming big enough if you ain't scared to be Everything Born in 99 I've been fly entire time Sometimes I think I would rather stay on ground just to drive man Way up in the night I be staring at the ceiling fan Thinking about my life Thinking I could drive Or I could cop a jet hit the sky fly high What's left of my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises But I'm not asleep Keeping problems closeted and rapping what I'm good at Thinking about these paradises laid up Honolulu Make that liquor disappear we calling that some voodoo Swear we never did it stare in mirror like who you I've been spending all my time on music this the new new I've been skipping life need somebody need advice Cause Seasons change like people come and go Life is winter cold Need a jacket with a packet full of bars to keep you warm Heater flow Every night I needed dough I ain't ever clock in man I never show Part time paying cash for my records where it goes For the rent another bottle man Something is wrong with my throttle Cause I'm just tryna win the lotto What's left of my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises But I'm not asleep You don't know a thing about me Life would be real dim without me Need the hate just keep on doubting Imma go don't ask about me Everything was feeling cloudy Now it's feeling rowdy Got a feel about me They feeling that when they been around me I thank the stars that g just found me I had a dream now he's allowed me He breaking records and he's breaking boundaries I had some problems that tried to drown me Swimming came thank you he found me I was sinking fast now I'm swimming soundly Now we playing circles and we listen proudly You helped us out man that's on you Nothing else I gotta change my view Screw the money and screw the fame If I can help one kid then I've made a name If I can change a life then I've changed the game Screw the money and screw the fame If I can help one kid then I've made a name If I can change a life then I've changed the game Ask yourself man are you okay I'm finding paradise every day Whats left of my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises But I'm not asleep