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verse: i'm fading into the wall it's safer here in the silence i'm heading straight to my downfall and passing it off as trying i act like i know it all secret's out that im lying thrown around like a ragdoll it's what i deserve for hiding pre chorus: and fighting the truth im denying it's fatal when the highs and the lows come go lay my cards on the table i'll admit i'm unstable chorus: what if i could be sane for a day? let the fear float away watch me fly what if i could escape from the scene of my past misery say goodbye what if i verse: i'm ripped right out of my dream was i hallucinating? if nothings quite what it seems then what is the point i'm chasing? reality's starting to bleed pulling me into a spiral I'm begging to find a reprieve from having to fake a smile pre chorus: now i'm fighting the truth im denying it's fatal when the highs and the lows come and go lay my cards on the table i'll admit i'm unstable chorus: what if i could be sane for a day? let the fear float away watch me fly what if i could escape from the scene of my past misery say goodbye what if i"