Anti-Romantic

I fall in love with my problems Romantisise everything My life feels like a parallel And I'm telling someone else's story time It's all downhill from here And by downhill I mean falling slowly I can't find a way to come back up Think I'm just stuck in a rut I'm just an a-n-t-I Anti-romantic Can't fall in love with someone I think I'll fall apart instead Like I said im an anti-romantic I feel like a main character Most of the time Only if most means never Looking in on the greatest storyline Wishing for a plot twist Written within all these lines I can't seem to find the climax Cuz I'm still trying to write it out this time I'm just an a-n-t-I Anti-romantic Can't fall in love with someone I think I'll fall apart instead Like I said im an anti-romantic If only I could find something good within these pages I can't seem to figure it out All this weight is crushing me down Am I the only one Feeling like their staring at an eclipsed sun Maybe I should start trying To see all of his red flags I'm just an a-n-t-I Anti-romantic Can't fall in love with someone I think I'll fall apart instead Like I said im an anti-romantic