Enough

Here's a little line that I can't say I'll catch it in my throat and throw it away And if I lose my voice, it's a price I'll pay I'm happy that you're in my life again But it's bittersweet to call you friend You can't demote me if it stays unsaid We're so close But still far enough that you can leave But you don't go You're just out of arms reach I can't risk this Look how we've come so far I love you, but I must protect my heart I can't lose this This scrap of what we are So we can play pretend, I'll play my part As long as we're friendly, it's enough It's better than the nothing I once was There's not a part of me that wants to lie But if you knew the truth I wouldn't survive 'Cause I cannot live through another goodbye But there's a part of me that hopes you know And you feel the same but words are stuck in your throat Who am I kidding, I'm living on hope I remind myself That I'm lucky to have you around I'll be fine Just not right now I can't risk this Look how we've come so far I love you, but I must protect my heart I can't lose this This scrap of what we are So we can play pretend, I'll play my part As long as we're friendly, it's enough It's better than the nothing I once was Am I dumb to think I'll make it through Am I holding in 'til I turn blue Am I ever gonna let go of you Am I dumb to overthink these signs Am I talking to you on bought time Am I losing you or losing my mind I can't risk this Look how we've come so far I love you, but I must protect my heart I can't lose this This scrap of what we are So we can play pretend, I'll play my part As long as we're friendly, it's enough It's better than the nothing I once was Here's a little line that I can't say I'll catch it in my throat and throw it away And if I lose my voice, it's a price I'll pay