strange addiction (happy)

I don't try to fix it In my mind, my strange addiction Up all night, up all night It will never help it I, oh I was there to dry your tears up And there's nothing wrong with how we get it I fucked up, I'm stuck up In my head I did something wrong I know I'll never fix it, I know that she won't listen And I know I'll never live it again I don't try to fix it In my mind, my strange addiction Up all night, up all night It will never help it And I try my best, it never works No, it never works, can't get out my head I miss what we said, I know I'll always hurt I know I'll always hurt, I know I'll always hurt I know I'll always hurt, I know I'll always hurt Fill the hole in my heart, it will never happen No satisfaction for me I keep fucking up, and I know that she don't love And I need to move on but I never will And these drugs on the table can't replace my health I'm the one that needs to go to hell And I say what I want but I don't need your help There's no point at all, I've done fucking dealt so much Why do I get involved?