Something I Cannot Have

Watching you laugh Something I want so bad that I cannot have Right from the start I've loved you right from the start although I cannot have, you You've hardly changed Does what we had still remain or did it leave and go I've been reading for days But I'm stuck on the page where you leave and go Speaking your truth I guess you're not mine to lose although it is a nice thought Why don't you choose Trade me and my use for the gift I bought