Parry

So many things in my life Have started to change All my fears and my doubts They stay the same I still waiver at the mention of your name I fall apart, right back to the very start For all my toil and my strife You're still so far away But the aching in my heart So easily attained I will parry on the weight around my heart The lights go dim, then out But I can feel you in the dark Nothing really good Ever comes from looking back You see all the things you lack And what will never be Hope deferred Makes the aching heart grow sick And you're longing cause of it To just be free From what will never be So hold on to the hunger White knuckled, falling under Don't fall to the famine Dive deep to breathe again Why can't you just see? You were it for me Come hell or highwater In the longing I will falter You ain't supposed to look back You ain't supposed to look back You ain't supposed to look back You ain't supposed to look back But I just can't I just can't I just can't, no I just can't I just can't I just can't, no I just can't I just can't I just can't No, I can't help it Nothing really good Ever comes from looking back You see all the things you lack And what will never be Hope deferred Makes the aching heart grow sick And you're longing cause of it To just be free From what will never be