What Do You Say When I'm Not There?

You came in hot and I could not believe You know I'm super sensitive And eager to please It's true I'm such a misty-eyed fool I took a shot but I did not achieve I know you're so perceptive And you hide what you see It's true You always play it so cool I need to know the truth What do you say when I'm not there? Oh, wow, I'm so pathetic, it's so bad that I care What do you say when I'm not there? Oh, wow, I'm like a hit dog with a pitiful stare I could sit and search for answers But baby, here's the truth I would rather lose my mind than lose you Ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh I lost the plot and you saw me for me You know I'm like a sad clown With his heart on his sleeve It's true Sometimes I think I'm a tool You're hot to trot and I'm sedentary I wonder what you're thinking Yes, I'm still so naive It's true I know that you can be cruel I'm so afraid of you What do you say when I'm not there? Oh wow, I'm so pathetic, it's so bad that I care What do you say when I'm not there? Oh, wow, I'm like a hit dog with a pitiful stare I'm on a rooftop shouting down to the street "I tried to solve the problem but the problem was me" I'm out here dying, tell me, please, honestly How can I solve the problem when the problem is me? I could sit and search for answers But baby, here's the truth I would rather lose my mind than lose you Ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh What do you say when I'm not there? Oh, wow, I'm so pathetic It's so bad that I care What do you say when I'm not there? Oh, wow, I'm like a hit dog with a pitiful stare I'm on a rooftop shouting down to the street "I tried to solve your problem but your problem was me" I'm out here dying, tell me, please, honestly How can I solve your problem when your problem is me? I could sit and search for answers But baby, here's the truth I would rather lose my mind than lose you