a bad dream

I really thought I had a plan how to be ur man But I keep on fucking up and that's not what I meant Can you tell me I'm the 1 cuz I'm nodding off a xan I don't want to give up but I just need a friend So open up ur heart to me you don't know the new me Everything is gloomy you can see right thru me I'm living in a bad dream but that doesn't stop me I can make it happen I just need the magic Now I'm ballin and they're watching I just hope my angel is with me when I'm falling Can you take me by the hand when they're calling All the demons tryna get me when I'm all in Now they're crawling all over me and they're tryna get me seized I'm not gonna fall easy imma crush them like a breeze And I gotta keep it up because it will save my life And the hand that I want is just hiding in the light And I'm taking all the risk and I'm putting up a fight You can never touch this when I have all my might And I know ill make it right I'm not giving up on life I'm just tryna do something that will make it seem alright I really thought I had a plan how to be ur man But I keep on fucking up and that's not what I meant Can you tell me I'm the 1 cuz I'm nodding off a xan I don't want to give up but I just need a friend So open up ur heart to me you don't know the new me Everything is gloomy you can see right thru me I'm living in a bad dream but that doesn't stop me I can make it happen I just need the magic