high school parking lot

Driving to the high school parking lot in the middle of the night just think on it Wonder if I'll ever find answers, wonder why it's so damn hard They say the past can't you anymore but I'm not sure if I believe them They say the past can't hurt you anymore But have you seen all my demons If he doesn't love you you better learn love yourself If he doesn't love you, leave him there, find somewhere else It's not like I'm at a loss for words, just too scared to say the ones on the tip of my tongue There's no pain like knowing what you want and knowing you can't have it you could hear a pin drop And realistically my insecurities are just a million irrelevant things If he doesn't love you you better learn love yourself If he doesn't love you, leave him there, find somewhere else I was thinking to myself just the other day, when is it ever gonna stop The doubt in myself and the fear that all is lost I was thinking to myself just the other day how I kinda hate you now 'Cause you think you're so damn cool, think you got it all figured out Just a collage of thoughts A fine line between right and wrong If he doesn't love you ,you better learn love yourself If he doesn't love you, leave him there, find somewhere else Won't let you invalidate me not anymore I felt myself push through the cracks and fall through the floor In my dreams I was right there moving on In my dreams you were right there watching me walk off I tell myself, I tell myself: If you can find your way out these things won't matter in a year from now But you better learn to love yourself before you lower your standards for someone else If you find your way out these things won't matter in a year from now Good things take time Leave it behind and close the door Sometimes you wonder what it's all for Driving to the high school parking lot in the middle of the night just to think on it