October

I don't need another October to remember Bring on the snow or bring back the sun I don't want another reason to be happy I want an answer as to why it all feels wrong When the green leaves, the leaves fall Know it'll come back, but I hold on I'm no good under pressure As I get older it's so much harder The fear gets worse The list gets longer I wish I could say I'm doing better But I've cried the last three days this September So I don't need another October to remember I'll never move on I don't need another exception If I stay here, I'm never gonna leave I don't want to pile up on the excuses I just want to breathe When the green leaves, the leaves fall Know it'll come back, but I hold on I'm no good under pressure As I get older it's so much harder The fear gets worse The list gets longer I wish I could say I'm doing better But I've cried the last three days this September So I don't need another October to remember I'll never move on The dream-catcher won't catch my drift The preacher will not pray for this The needle can't seem to break the skin The telephone won't send my message The conspiracy won't feed into my obsession The pretenders are becoming pretentious When the green leaves, the leaves fall Know it'll come back, but I hold on I'm no good under pressure As I get older it's so much harder The fear gets worse The list gets longer I wish I could say I'm doing better But I've cried the last three days this September So I don't need another October to remember I'll never move on