secondhand

I heard you were asking for all you could get You were on your knees begging, making bets Sounds exciting, a little bit shallow But what do I know You heard that I'm a loner and that I like it that way You can never be too careful It was just a path I had to pave And I like to think I'll never think of you again And I wanna be the reason that you call up to your friends And say, "I think I got it wrong" While I keep writing bitter songs And it sounds to me like I never had a chance But all of this is secondhand Can I hear it from you Can you tell me the truth I wanna hear it from you She said, "I hope that you've moved on, I know he's full of shit and I'm never wrong" I told her, "that was a while ago, but I'm still looking for closure and he may never know" I wanna put this all behind as soon as we've both said our goodbyes 'Cause I don't love you and I don't hate you I just need time And I like to think I'll never think of you again And I wanna be the reason that you call up to your friends And say, "I think I got it wrong" While I keep writing bitter songs And it sounds to me like I never had a chance But all of this is secondhand Can I hear it from you Can you tell me the truth I wanna hear it from you Rumors spread He said, she said I'm a mess Love him, leave him Rumors spread He said, she said I'm a mess Love him, leave him Love him, leave him I'll really be alright if you meet me here tonight I know I'll be alright Just meet me here tonight 'Cause I like to think I'll never think of you again And I wanna be the reason that you call up to your friends And say, "I think I got it wrong" While I keep writing bitter songs And it sounds to me like I never had a chance But all of this is secondhand Can I hear it from you Can you tell me the truth I wanna hear it from you I need to hear it from you