tired.

I'm so tired, of feeling like I'm not good enough I'm so tired, of lying to the friends that I still love I'm so tired, of keeping up these half truths and bluffs So let me put it all on pause Let me lay and rest because I know, someday I can love myself I know, someday I can love this life I know, that someday I can help or else I might just run and hide Into my hole again and wait to cry Oh I- I'm so tired, of feeling like I'm not good enough I'm so tired, of lying to the friends that I still love I'm so tired, of keeping up these half truths and bluffs So let me put it all on pause Let me lay and rest because I know, that I am, I'm not all that bad I know, I don't always get it right, but I'm just stupid sometimes I know I get real sad But give me time and lots of love and I can do it one day, but I know I'm tired, of feeling like I'm not good enough I'm tired, of lying to the friends that I still love I'm tired, of keeping up these half truths and bluffs So let me put it all on pause Let me lay and rest because I know, someday I can love myself I know, someday I can love this life I know, that someday I can help or else I might just run and hide Into my hole again and wait to die