Pulling at the Strings

Put a hundred thousands feelings down the drain for you Got a feelin' that I'll never get it back from you Telling lies little Johnny is my name for you 'Cause you playing with my feelings that I had for you Did your new toy say I wasn't that good for you? Did you listen, saying that I need more help than you Guess that's how it is but I know one thing's true I know that I'm more free than you I won't change, 'cause my feelings are the same Feeling just the same, with depression at the reigns You won't change, 'cause you're just the same as me Pulling at the Strings, 'cause you ruin everything I've been quiet too long There's a fire burning deep in my soul Here's shit you already know Who knew that your heart was so cold Killing never chilling while I fight off all these feelings I'm nealing, fully bleeding while I'm treated as the villian You say I'm toxic, alcoholic, hanging off the ceiling Blame that shit on me when it's my friends that you're stealin' I hope you're happy in the new life that you are livin' And maybe one day I do think that you will get forgiven But right now I'm not feelin' like that shit is quite appealing Alright go f*ck yourself 'cause it's this beat that I'm killin' I won't change, 'cause my feelings are the same Feeling just the same, with depression at the reigns You won't change, 'cause you're just the same as me Pulling at the Strings, 'cause you ruin everything I've been quiet too long There's a fire burning deep in my soul Here's shit you already know Who knew that your heart was so cold I won't change, 'cause my feelings are the same Feeling just the same, with depression at the reigns You won't change, 'cause you're just the same as me Pulling at the Strings, 'cause you ruin everything I've been quiet too long There's a fire burning deep in my soul Here's shit you already know Who knew that your heart was so cold