Mirror

Stare at the mirror Wish I was different Want to disappear There's so many people wanting the same thing What am I after Pity or laughter A perfect new chapter I'm feeling so bad when I constantly ask her Walk by the river See it more clearly I could see it in HD If I could afford a TV licence paid yearly You'll have to excuse me I go see a movie The ending is stupid The one where James Stewart suffers from vertigo The sky starts to thunder I'm running for cover I see a small shelter But it gets further away as I'm moving towards it No words to be spoken So perfectly broken A feeling so hopeless Try to take it away with my magical potion I wish I was kinder I wish I wasn't scared I wish I could like you Rest my monkey mind when I'm being less mindful Tired of writing When nothing is rhyming I'm bloody, I'm fighting Pounding away at words typing