Honest Failing

I walk the talk and I play the party I don't have to try, they walk around me Brushing up and spittin out flaws Is it wrong I wanna be caught Just so I don't have to keep from opening up I try to hold it in but then I'm coughing up smut It's just an honest failing And when I talk, I double cross it So I never have to stick to myself I'm just a con, a dull reflection Of everyone who's passing me around When I see you're near I stare at the wall And when you move in close, don't feel anything at all And when I pull you in close, don't feel anything at all It's just an honest failing