we have a famiily in my dreams

Why didn't you tell me Why didn't you warn me from the start Your brain I picked apart Your beauty done bloomed like a flower Your sweet as a cake, I devour For you my love, I could jump off of a tower Love your skin, love your blood, I would shower See me, hope you know that I ain't a coward Maybe sometimes I get a bit quiet Maybe sometimes I get a bit awkward But if I was perfect then somebody lying I know places that you got to see I got words that you're yet to read Is it gold when you cry or you bleed? Have you ever fell down to your knees? Have you ever cried thinking 'bout fam? Cringed when you looking back in the mirror? Have you ever had fears about fears? I been stressing can't impress my peers Is it life to go face what you fear? I get caught in headlights like a deer Would you judge me or trust me, my dear? Do you lie to yourself when I'm near? 'Cause I lie to myself just to cheer Is it real when you smile ear to ear? You want you a man, is he here? You ask yourself"is this your year?" Marking down days like a store clearing I been seeing it more clearer Hide my emotions, the whole tearing I've been gearing, for change Is it me, who to blame? Would you say you the same? Would you lie to my face? I've seen you in my dreams before We had a family there No you can't stand me here Hope you can stand me there (dreams before) I ain't been manly near I plan to face my fears I plan to take it there (dreams before) Have you ever had dreams of me? Ever had thoughts of new dreams? Ever wanted it to repeat? (Dreams before) Repeat (repeat) With you Yeah Oh yeah Why did nobody tell me I would feel like this? I treat you like a goddess, treat myself like shit I'd give you the whole world because you deserve everything I can't wait to get my baby girl a wedding ring Take me there with you I want to see I want to be Only with you Take me there with you