The Truth

(Don't wanna say it But I have to Don't wanna hear it Well you have to) I wanna put my heart to rest I'm done with booze and those cigarettes But this feeling grows and it spreads Oh I wish this skin could thin and shed I didn't give enough of me I wasn't present in their eyes I told lies What would happen if I slipped away Would they notice or go on with their day So I don't wanna say it But I have to I don't wanna hurt you But I will You don't wanna hear it But you have to I think it's time I tell the truth It's not fair to turn the tables To inflict pain as I'm able To accept what I was taught to hate To give life to my pride As part of you dies inside But my ears have had enough I submitted to your rules, that same stuff And you say it didn't come from you But all I hear are your ridicules So I don't wanna say it But I have to I don't wanna hurt you But I will You don't wanna hear it Well you have to I think it's time I tell the truth I hate the implications Of mislead accusations The kind that makes you shy away And breaks you into pieces I'm sick and tired of hiding I just cannot deny it It's pulling me apart And I just can't seem to fight it Yeahh I didn't wanna say it But I had to I didn't want to hurt you It hurts me still Was hard for you to hear it But you had to It was the time so I told the truth Oh it was Oh it was Oh it was The time So I told the truth (So I told the truth)