Omniscient (feat. Hudson De'myse)

Forgive me god I'm a murderous saint Been buried for years In unmarked graves I've been feeling So Unreceptive Between manic And depressive Episodes I found a hell In New Mexico Was finally happy But he assured me That this feeling Was habit forming I feel So lost I needed your help But you left me Hung like a cross I'm feeling these daggers Beneath my skin So forgive me father But I'm about to sin What's your favorite way to numb the pain? I needed something stronger Than Novocain I stared into your Absent face As my entire being Disintegrates The saints Can't save me now I just want someone To be proud I knew that something Would come and break me I've been caught somewhere between Sirens and safety Fading away In a constant demise While I'm wasting away All my precious time Ashamed of the nothing I grew up to be I don't think that I'll Ever be happy I feel So lost I needed your help But you left me Hung like a cross I'm feeling these daggers Beneath my skin So forgive me father But I'm about to sin What's your favorite way to numb the pain? I needed something stronger Than Novocain I stared into your Absent face As my entire being Disintegrates