Coffee Talk

It's my last cup of coffee My last cigarette It's the last time I'm cheating on myself It's my last glass of wine I'll go home before nine That's when I lie to myself It's my last cup of coffee Then I watch my language Gonna be a better version of myself It's the last time this feeling Overrules You can't take control of me anymore That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie To ourselves This time I'm helping I will stand up I will fight for justice But I sit here Trapped in my patterns A mind full of hope and full of fears That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie to ourselves That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie Too many things in my head Too many thoughts that I have I'm trying to cover up my lies Build a wall of my fears A wall I can't reach So no one will ever notice That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie to ourselves That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie That's when we lie To ourselves To ourselves