Antiquitas Forgetfulness

Run up on a nigga Really quicker Wit the trigger Bet he bitter Said he Sicker How ya figure I deliver nigga (x2) What the hell's that Really even mean? Take a scene and make a scheme Nothin is really how it seems Pop a bean & then display Ourselves like we really be clean Whatchu mean I ain't a feind Unless you mean I keep a teen I never seen & sold my bling For substance that I thought I mean I could bring But I'd Rather gather that up For my brain When it scream cs a matter fact I'll wrap up Grab my things Take my lane cll the way out the weight Outweighs the cane go insane Grab a knife and salice Nicest tice moving I don't really what I been Thinkin' in thll I'm sinkn When my eyes despise the Light I loose my slight But I can't blink em' Cuz you never really know What niggas thinkin Till they fingers past the Brink of overthinkin Hear the clink There goes your weekend We be drinkin as we seekin' For the reason we be weepin' cnd stay creepin tween the seasons Tryina remember to breathe in cs the demons press they knees Into our single reason to believe in cny hope of coping with a Possibility of freedom History's a roller coaster Boastfully told by the leaders Bulldozing over the folks They ropeadoped into a leigon Overdoses coast to coast cnd most losin' they hope for reason I'm fuckin' mad I had it Wit ravagin masses Cast as savage OPlacid as a match to wick With vast attachments to madness Rather sad that we have c tradgety that's been masked as magic Saddest that our babit's exactly Seeded to feed the lavish I can't keep on goin my Flow goes to Ozone Schiztematics Bowl up in my dome overflowin' Wit lists of different patterns Home invasion made me impatient To wake what lay in the basement Leave It's reason forsaken For everything that's been Taken from me It's easy to see it between the blinks When I breathe in try not to think Cause it seem it isn't wit me Now I know that shit isn'tmine cll the lies that hide in my mind Tryina redefine all my shine Robin's livelihood I designed I ain't payin' no mo attention Tо benches This reinventions relentless I'm boutta pay out my penance cnd swingin' in straight for the fences Whatevea yall niggas sayin's Inconsequential quit playin' I'm monumental you laymens Is on some pencil shit Permanently erasin' mistakes Stay claimin' ain't scurred to see c single imperfection invested in What's your word to me? Five Four Three Two One; I'm outta reasons to Keep believing my demons So long as I keep from feedin' em' Peacefully I'll be leaving cnd all that I really want is c piece of the peace they flauntin' cnd maybe to jab their jaw in Come on in the waters rather fine The nonsense on my conciense Won't decipher & I'm outta time I wonder if a gun can Put me closer to finish line cll these fuckin' questions From memories recollected Imbedded that I've detested Invested regrets arrested Left without a single reason To think I should leavem breathin' Like oxys to cease the feelin' No forrest without the treason I'm a fuckin clchemist transmating music in the lab I could take a pount of shit then make it gold & sell you dat Instead I Jump the hurdles cuz I'm Urkel Bitch did I do that? Turtles round my circles Say we slow but I don't finish last Smokin' when I'm broken Throwin copin' skills up in the trash Slowly overloadin' over loadin' trojan's in the past Tryina leave'm feindin' over every roll o' dope I cast Provide some finer lines to please my people not the fuckin' mass My silence speaks of violence Reconcileing mileage driven mad Hopin' that the roller coaster bolsters hope within it's track But every single sign I sees a symbol sayin' mind your back Rejecting all dejected thoughts of thimbled thumbs & calloused pads.