faded memories

Is this for real or am I falling asleep? Can't seem to remember what went down Last thing I knew I had you wrapped in my arms But now you never come around Would you tell me if I was trapped in a wasteland, or let me travel by myself? Stuck in a place where I cannot help but think You've turned into someone else I can't seem to recall If you were here at all You said it's all my fault And I wish I knew why, yeah It's four o'clock in the morning And I'm still staring at the walls Wondering if I'm lonely Or if I'm hoping that you'll call I got a lot on my mind now I got a lot on my mind again tonight Tryna pick up the pieces While I'm looking through these faded memories Now I must go and figure out what we've done To go and lead us to disaster I can't tell you what has happened before But I can change what happens after Is this a burden I must carry alone? Another chapter left unread But this isn't what we intended to be It's what we're left with in the end I can't seem to recall If you were here at all You said it's all my fault And I wish I knew why, yeah It's four o'clock in the morning And I'm still staring at the walls Wondering if I'm lonely Or if I'm hoping that you'll call I got a lot on my mind now I got a lot on my mind again tonight Tryna pick up the pieces While I'm looking through these faded memories While I'm looking through these faded memories