lEt ME EXpläiN

Step by step, day after day (I try to be something better) Lesson learned, by many mistakes (Cannot live like this forever) Endless time, so I stay and wait (Hoping that we'd be together) Heartbeat stops, but I'll be okay If you would just let me explain I make these choices that I cannot seem to control alone Every time I try to stop there's a voice screaming please don't I know I should be Exactly who I was meant to be I always feel empty inside Tell me if I should lay here and die Day by day, step after step (Questioning every decision) Can't know what will happen next (Impairing my only envision) Promises I never kept (Pain caused by my self-infliction) Rip my heart out of my chest (And break it till there's nothing left) Skies turn grey But I'll be okay If you would just let me explain I make these choices that I cannot seem to control alone Every time I try to stop there's a voice screaming please don't I know I should be Exactly who I was meant to be I always feel empty inside Tell me if I should lay here and die