Tryna Make It Thru

I keep on tryin' to figure out Don't understand what it's all about I needed you to come around Makin' it through so it's over now Wanna take some time for a minute Don't wanna waste my life livin' in it Cause I done reached my high at the limit I could take you through my fairy tale but you will never get it So I sit down with a frown while you grinning And think back to the past, the beginning I wonder if you'll notice how I'm feelin No I'm never wishin' bad on you but one day you will get it But you'll never understand the pain And you'll never understand the shame Of being someone who hates who they became Once you love, you'll never be the same I hope you shine and never see the rain I hope you grow with no restraint Cause once you burn, it's hard to touch the flame How you expect me to forget when I'm the one you blame I keep on tryin' to figure out Don't understand what it's all about I needed you to come around Makin' it through so it's over now If not me, it would've been you Maybe you would understand the shit that I have been through I could talk about it but it's never that simple Hard to look at you and not see it as a symbol Wishin' I could take back all the memories I lent you Hard to think about it without fuckin' up my mental This wasn't the plan, I promise it was accidental Said that I should stay quiet but I don't know when to I'm tryna make it through Kept tryna get to you I swear I should've knew When who I needed was never you I'm tryna make it through Kept tryna get to you I swear I should've knew When who I needed was never you I keep on tryin' to figure out Don't understand what it's all about I needed you to come around Makin' it through so it's over now