Wavering

Self doubt clouding up the mind I thought I was on top of this mountain But it's more like a mine Might explode anytime lookin at the world I thought I had my shine out Oh no why they want to dull me I don't really know Wish it was something more that I could show But I'm already laying out my whole soul What's next Do you wanna open up a hole in my chest Take out my heart put it on displace Test the weight of it next to a feather See what it is cause I bet you never Had this feeling I get tied up all inside Battling these thoughts My mind is a war zone That I cannot come home from Anxiety creeping up my skin I'm done with this world You can have my sin I don't wanna be a part of it no more Feeling like I can't even go on score This is it just poured up a bit No shame in this If it's the only thing that can Make me fit in my skin Cause this week's been a little bit Of something of a bitch and I don't want to complain But I see this world is that it I know it's icy and I cannot be more of a prick see I just wanna be left in fucking peace All I want is peace for myself All I want is peace from myself