why did you hurt yourself?

Now the birthday party's over You stood right next to The one you loved You wanted to In the moment bringing you home Invisible sweetness Before midnight in the star shine Morning cannot take this When you wake up Tears fill up your water glass Tried so hard to make a difference Life is but a dream So so sorry didn't want to Honey can you please forgive me Everything forever In that old heart of yours With a knife you were sliced Deeply And the beating of your bloodstream Just poured out