Come Back Gauguin

I walked the fields today To paint some apple trees I saw the sun come up And I buckled at the knees This life is beauty And beauty makes me cry Pain and joy and loneliness Turn circles in my eyes And that's OK That's OK I thought I'd get used to The pain and loneliness But all I'm used to Is the pain Each time I gaze upon That silent empty chair I ask the starry sky Why it is that you're not there You're not there Not there Come back Gauguin You are my oldest friend Without you my life is a lie Come back Gauguin And touch my weary head Come back Gauguin or I will die I walked the fields today A pistol in my hand I think I'll end it now I've borne all that I can All I ever wanted was To share the world I see And maybe coax the world or you To loving me Loving me Loving me Come back Gauguin You are my dearest friend Without you my life is a blur Come back Gauguin And hold my trembling hand Come sit beside my empty bed Come back Gauguin come back Come back Gauguin come back Come back Gauguin come back Come back Gauguin come back Come back Gauguin come back